Sunday, February 6, 2011

SuperBowl & MSM

Today is SuperBowl day. Which means I can eat super bowls of whatever I want, and one side of me will eventually be larger than the other. It also means a wardrobe mishap as my zip or buttons will burst. Great stuff.

I really do not approve of my obsession with my fat. If I just ignore -  it will go away, right?

My first week of my MSM month, Movie Star Month see a previous post for anyone who cares, has been interesting.
Two days without treats put me in a terrible mood. It  made me realize how poorly I treat myself, and what's worse, why I treat myself like that. I feel like I have been locked in a dungeon of therapy. It sucks to be honest. How I imagined I would feel is far from this wreck that sits here today. I am not feeling sorry for myself, just being honest. Therapists everywhere would/could/should hear the money bell going off if they read this. Dr.Phil would/could/should get a whole week out of it. (That is a joke and not meant for one who may read. You know I love ya, and you know why I joke.)

The MSM also motivated me to set up the JayneHannah website - which I cannot find anywhere and do not know what to do about it. I'm so lucky to know how to use my Rolodex, at least that makes me feel I know how to do things!

I will continue the thought process of MSM, searching for a positive result. Especially as it will feature the infamous root canal episode this week. As that is a highlight of the week, I believe I am doing something wrong! In my next life, I'm going to get one.

Well Happy SuperBowl - may your pepperoni be hot and your beer be cold.